Sunday, May 23, 2010

Why?

Why am I not worth trying to fight to stay together.  So many people come to me and share when they were in a dark path I am on and were able to come back together but thats not an option for me. Chris does not want to work on this.  I am not worth it.  How do I say good bye to all my future hopes.

We are going to work and fix the house and it breaks my heart he didn't want to do it before.  The talk about fixing up the house confuses me and then when I realize we won't be in this house together in the future it crushes me.  It hurts me. I wanted to raise my children here.  Now they are going to lead diminished lives shuffled between two houses.

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