I have nothing to report but Chris and I are in a short term truce. He broke up with his girlfriend. What does that mean.. Nothing i guess.. They still talk they still text. I was under the impression that had completely stopped but a few days ago I was in the cellphone account and my heart broke all over again.
I thought I was doing the right thing putting my feelings under the rug for a few weeks to allow him to work on things. I wanted to give a chance.
Now right this very second i want to break something. smash it.
I have a little bit less then three weeks off from our 'truce' but it looks like Chris has already made his choice.
Not choosing me. This very second I want him out of this house .. our of my life.. But when i see him tomorrow i will be a nice girl.
What if I got a little nuts and made his hard for his harlot?
