Sunday, June 27, 2010

Hello 4am.

This can't healthy.   This has got to end. I want to give Chris one more chance to work this out like a grown man.

He is going to have a fun day tomorrow (well today) He got tickets to the big race tomorrow.   So I will lay off it till tomorrow night.  

I can hear the birds outside.   Its almost morning for them.  There is only a part of me left that wishes I could get it all back.  The hope I had for a happy resolution is slowly fading.  I don't like this man that was willing to cause me so much pain and did nothing to make me feel better.

I should have to bed to keep him and I deserve better then this.. Better then him.  He had someone who was willing to forgive everything and instead he is walking away.  

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