You would think making a grand big announcement to my family that I would have gotten through my embarrassment. Issue is right now when they ask how things is are going I have to tell them "Chris is not talking to me about it at all" Its like he is pretending we are a normal family and he didn't decide he doesn't want to be married anymore and that he didn't change is mind and wants to work on things. I don't know what to do. Whats my next step? losing my dream of a good amicable divorce and push things along?
If he doesn't want to deal with it then what am I suppose to do? Right now i want to sleep but I have so much I need to do.
On a completely random note I finally see the "Stopping by the Woods on a Snowy Evening" is about something completely more then a poem about a man with his horse in a snowy woods. Strange and deep.
I am going to try and post once a day even when its nothing new to 'report' I am falling apart and need to put my life into order again.
Please know that people care about you and what you are going though. And try to write when you can - it's good therapy.
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